Many people struggle as Worthy in this poetic discourse below: They have achieved much in life and are giving, approachable and likeable yet time and time again they self reject.
If we recognise such tendencies within us; a false self-perception or a broken self image as though looking through a distorted or broken mirror it is time to acknowledge this and engage in self assessment and analysis; what causes these cyclical tendencies, is there a root cause from childhood, early adulthood … seeking professional help through counselling and prayers may be a way forward; a problem shared is a problem halved and a problem that eventually goes away!
The Cracked Mirror
Her name was worthy.
She lived on abundance street, things were plentiful so was her guilt towards those with little, it was so pitiful.
With the best education in her quiver, knowledge as power was not great for it led to self debasing and the sinkhole of depression.
Showers of expressive love felt like pins and needles bruising her body as she decoded massive hate was at the pinnacle.
Words of kindness were like darts hitting her heart as she defined the glare of their eyes as cold and calculating.
Sought after by many who saw her as wise, she obliged, though hated the popular ride, so at times she would feign sickness and hide.
She rolled her eyes when her name “Worthy” was praised, crying out “why me and not them!”
Her inner self she deemed unworthy to be trapped in a life where she always felt guilty.
Escape she finally did in the cracked mirror of her destiny to create for herself a reality in that place of her preferred identity.
©️16-June2018 DEN -The Witness